[V] Stressed By Controversy, Qawiy Admits He Once Thought Of Taking His Own Life

Social media influencer, Abdul Qawiy Abd Rashit, better known as Qawiy, made a shocking revelation when he admitted to having thoughts of ending his life due to emotional pressure after being implicated in allegations of sexual harassment previously.

In a podcast session with influencer Yousaff that went viral on TikTok, Qawiy said at that time, he was at the lowest point in his life and too consumed by emotions, leading him to consider a wrong way out.

“Back then, I spent a lot of time at the mosque. Praying and sleeping there until I didn’t eat,” he said.

Even more shocking, Qawiy confessed to searching on Google about ways to end his life.

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“I searched on Google, ‘the least painful way to die,’ and various methods came up. I searched again a second time, ‘what is the ruling on suicide.

 Even though I already knew, I just wanted to see if there was any leniency in the ruling.

I also searched ‘if you go to hell, is it forever or is there still a chance for paradise,’” he added.

However, his awareness of religious rulings managed to stop those intentions. He said fear began to take over, prompting him to take more rational steps.

 

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“Because I was scared to go through with it, I immediately called my younger sibling. She was the first person to know about my problem after two weeks of me staying silent,” Qawiy expressed.

This brave confession received various reactions from netizens, who mostly praised Qawiy’s courage in sharing the dark side of his life, thereby raising awareness about the importance of mental health. – BOOM!